Friday, May 21, 2010

life: a risk

Ujjain-Darshan is delayed as I am in way to get permission from temple authorities to take photographs till then I think should share some philosophical.

Death is inevitable. It has to come one or the other day in life. But we fear death. Indeed we are so timid that we are afraid of any small loss and for the fake well-being of our mind we abstain from risks. It is like a prisoner who was captive for many years now getting free running again back to the jail. we are all akin to that prisoner, having our own limited circle of life where we feel secure and never think new, never initiate, never ignite and die in the same morbid circle leaving behind a more beautiful, abound and generous world unseen.

How aptly someone said-"  Life is a treasure and you are so much more than you know" but we waste it entangled in the mere quarrels and prejudices and never coming out of our self-made cocoon. I must quote some line I read somewhere-" Most people don't discover how to live until it's time to die - and thats a shame. Most people spend the best years of their lives watching television in a subdivision. Most people die at twenty and are buried at eighty. Please don't let that happen to you."

We must dare to come out of our cocoon and see the world making highier strides daily. Life has no such purpose of earning money and luxury but to evolve one-self as a good human-being. so much knowledge hovers around us, goes in vain because of a single step that is never put forward by us. so much is here to die for - from beautiful and serene mountains to the deep-down mysterious marine life but instead giving importance to them we remain sitted dead waiting for the day of death to remorse for been unacted though known life in itself is a risk. 



Wednesday, May 19, 2010

getting nostalgic

Almost 40 days leap, it is hard to express indeed, how could I manage been unwritten? The schedule was so tight that I was unjust here. Previously, there were end-semester exams in April and then the preparation of coming to home and been reached here I spent more than enough of my time in reunion.But being back with your friends after a year is exhilarating. In the hot summer too, the warmth of friendship can easily be sensed(uniquely).
I am happy writing again but still I may not have come out of my nostalgia of school days. We all met at the same place which used to be our hang-out those days.
Then started the party. we are 5- me, Ratandeep, Aashutosh, Chirag and Sanjay. Why should I abstain to say "kamine sale". They wore borrowed blazers in fare-well but pretended as if had power-dressing but however it worked and one of us got his girl.(unfortunately, not me, I think........should have borrowed atleast  a bow). As I look back, get afraid, we used to bunk our lecture of computer languages spending 40 minutes in the toilet. It is so horrible now and we did it together luckily there were enough urinals. The most shameless and recreating incident is when we were punished for not bringing text books whole month and  made to stand outside the class, I then brought samosaas from canteen and like well-mannered students we offered it to the teacher. What next happened in story is still a nightmare. Our ex-principle who is ex perhaps because of us and it is something which I regret now.
I remember our gatherings at our home, terrific. Ratandeep put chewing-gum in Sanjay's hair and Sanjay in turn did the same but shamelessly somewhere else. Once we were having counted samosaas and pastries but atlast some found missing but nobody knew that those were to be flashed out in my toilet. From then we had token system but usually token cost highier to one or two. Ratandeep's PC is shrine like anything, for anyone who has lust for life, love , ***, and **** though not me but once I caught them and din't afford to close my eyes.
We are the studious vagabonds who do everything  inspite of studies. So many small incidences that made our  school life happiest and memorable. I can share a lot but let it not turn to sneaking. As we all have the same or a bit different experiences.
Bye and lets meet, hopefully soon, with Ujjain Darshan.