Life in no sense, can give an opportunity to live it again!!
19 years, almost fifth part of total span of my life, I have lived in this world but when I turn back, I find not a single moment when I was living it to the hilt. There were always some clouds of insecurity and pain hovering around, sometimes directly and openly and the other, garbed in momentary joy and happiness. This may seem an unoptimistic thought of a boy who is at his twenties and in spite of being enthused, behaving lethargically and scribbling the conjectures of his mind. But the truth remains at its place because after each leap of such twenties the hands remain empty and mind, intertwined and scary. You ask me I don’t have time as I have to make good pointer for job. You ask my father, he also lacks time as he has to earn money to pay my fees and amazingly if u ask my grandfather he is also busy in one or the other stuff of his kind. So, ultimately, there is no bias of age as everyone is blazing and starring at the end but, unfortunately it is like rope with no end tied.
From the dirt of politics to the heat of globe, from recession to inflation, from over-growing population to the death of innocent people, there is so much to discuss and debate upon but there is no discourse over humane and humanity, over the lost character of living. If life is a formality then fulfill it and if there is some substance harness it. A student with good command over language and, somehow, developed soft skills, wants to raise its pointer to cross the only hurdle for sitting in interview and another student, who perhaps may get gold medal, works hard to improve and develop its personality. I often get confused that with what purpose we were sent to this beautiful earth to be others or to give best out of what we are…!!
There is no clarity at any level, at any platform, in any way indeed. We are like harnessed horse which has no personal destination, just on one strike of one stick it starts moving, likewise, humans are running and that too in group of large numbers to get plunges into a valley of their own destruction. With no Sun left to raise it seems, we have lost in a world of clouds all around.
